!@#$%>.

sien.

I'm tired.

I'm physically & mentally tired.

Help needed. Who can help me?

I'm happy with the guy who ain't my bf.

Huh~ this sentence is so nicely built. ==

What if it's true?

What if it all makes sense?

What if..what if..

hard.

Out of sudden

ex-es are finding back.

What the hack?

Say you still love me?

Fuck you.

How did you treat me?

Ever think of it?

I'm not a thing.

Leave aside when u don want,

find me when u got pb or sad.

So fucking shit.

I hate you.

I loved before.

But I will hate you more.

I want a better life.

I want ppl to care me.

I want ppl to appreciate me.

I want to be pampered.

I want ppl to wipe my tears away.

Is that so hard?

xoxo

let go?

I cannot cry

Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes

I’m forced to fake

A smile, a laugh, every day of my life

My heart can’t possibly break

When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

To let go, or not to?

Can someone give me advice?

382 days ady..

xoxo

update.

Found this on web.
So cuteee. Hehe.
Anyway, I'm not free.
So I'll make my blog short.


I'm now on 18th floor.
So it's not that hot.
And I wont complain.
Not until I go back my place.
Haha. So troublesome.


Currently listening to
Katy Perry - Thinking of You.
Nice song and lyrics.
Any comment on that?


Am job hunting now.
Part-times. Introduce pleaseee.
No money how to survive?
Especially in this competitive+evil world.

Everything bout $$$$$$$$$ only. Shit.

Mui,
hope you're doing ok there.
Miss u + luv you.

All the best to you.
And those friends out there.
Fighting in work / studies.

xoxo

hot.

Three fucking words :
H-O-T

I hate the weather.
I hate the feeling.
Why it has to be like this?















xoxo

sick.

Starting to feel sick.

Whoa. Please. Go away.

I don't need you, Mr Flu.

Strive!!

Huh. Love? What's love?

I dunno. Ppl do have pb in love.

I don't wanna get hurt again.

Get hurt by love.

Really sucks. @#$%

A year and two weeks.

Will there be forever?

I hope. :))

Attention, mui :

I'm not going back.

I'm sorry. :((

I'm sorry I can't be thr for Daniel.

Huh. I'm sorry. Really. Truly.
REALLY SORRY DARLING!!!




* I want the LG White Ice Cream phone :((

Can anyone buy for me..




ps: emo now..without reason..==










xoxo

* cough *

Spot me spot me!!

Wasn't sure what was I doing.

Trying to poke the fish?

In the aquarium? ==

Photos taken when I'm in S'wak.
Nice memories.
* cough *















xoxo

party.

Went to friend's 21st birthday party.

I never had a birthday party.

Till last year. Celebrated with my friends.

So cool. I love you guys so much :'))

And you, thanks for organizing the party.

And the present you gave. :'))

Was wondering, wondering and wondering.

What will I get on my 21st birthday? XD

What will I get from you when I'm 20?

Hope it's still a surprise. A REAL surprise. :))

Bro didnt receive anything from parents.

Kinda disappointed actually. Huh.

Means I'm not getting any too?

I hope not. :((

My head is killing me.

Stress over-filling. WTH.

I thought no matter

how many challenges i face,

I can still return to silent retreat.

But obviously not!

I dint show the black and white

doesnt mean that my life was colourful.

Pain, laziness, dullness.

Please, just leave me alone.

I can live without u guys.

I'm pretty sure of it.

Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Kiss passionately , love trulyLaugh constantly
And never stop smiling
No matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here , we should smile and be grateful

xoxo

nothing.

A-li, she's mine!!

Cut and bled. :((

My oink oink bandage. XD
Credits to cheryl~

Nothing much happened recently.

Haha. Thats all.

A-li, stay away from my cha tou!!~

XD

xoxo

oujibala.

Ain't it cute? XD

the sleepy doggiemy left hand. ==

my right hand.

my PRECIOUS things.

xoxo

fuck.

Happy today. Hope always will be. :))
6th~ Remember always. Smoochies~
Gagaga. Weird laugh. ==



ps : I fucking hate those lala malay boys..CCB !!
Go find a job! Snatch criminals?
Hello? Fuck you criminals la!
How many life gone cuz of that fucking criminal?
Wish you all pay for what you'd done!
With your dog life!!



I'm not discriminating.
I accept Malays to be my friends.
But NOT criminals!! Never eva!
Fuck! Horning in the middle of the night?
What the hell for? CB !!
Use your fucking brains la!!
Oops. Maybe you don't even have one.



Can't you imagine
how the victims family feel?
Causing them to become vegetable?
Causing them to lost their love ones?
Can you guys fucking think of others!!?



Or you are cold-blooded?
Can't feel anything?
If that's so, you're not a human
You're an ANIMAL!!
Fucking bastard ANIMAL!


Where are those policemen when we damn shit need them??!!!


FUCK!


* only towards those snatch thieves


xoxo

tired.

Tired.

Tired of my fucking life.

Why life don't go on as my will, my wish, my way??

nite.

Had a night out with them.

The girls and the boys.

We had fun. :))

Gonna miss theeem.



SMILE MORE!





xoxo

020409.

Obviously, test is coming up.
And it is TOMORROW!! Swt.
Tamadun Islam dan Asia.
Fucking lame subject. Wahaha.

Hated History since I was in highschool.
Same goes to Adeline too, right XD
We same kaki ny.
That's what called besties? Haha.
I dunno. You guys decide.

Ishh. Missing you again lor. Haha.
Still hoping everything is fine thr. :))
And the baby daniel?
Kiss him for me la next time. :)
Miss you guys so.

The weather currently is kiling me.
Darn weather! Wth is wrong?
Bush fire? Forest fire? Or WHAT??!
Damn hot la wei! Making me so DULAN dy!

Mr Joshua,
last time u said u don't wanna go back Germany
cuz it's snowing? Omg.
I prefer to be in Germany now.
Snow cools me down. :D
I'm damn hot temper. Like my dad. ==

Anyway, will blog again.
Toodles~












xoxo

huh.

What should I do if someone hold

a ring and propose?

xoxo