random.

Ninja Assassin.
Some say good, some say not nice.
But, I say it is ok.
But some parts are over exaggerated.
Like the 'splashing' of blood. @@
Ironically, I conclude : "Too fake".



I'm still craving for 2012.
Shit. Say till now also haven't go watch.
They say it was a two thumbs up.
Cinema all fully booked. (which is true)
So I'm waiting PPS for clearer version.
Hate cinema version so so so much!



We went Genting again yesterday. Big LOL.
Yes, again. But, it was a public holiday.
So we didnt had the chance to play. ==
Damn! The place was flooded with humans!
It's like muthafking 50 peoples at every game!!
Even had to wait for 20 minutes to get on cable car.
Same when we came down. Bus fully packed.



Ok. Back to my Christmas mood.
It had been on for like, a month ago.
And the mood is still there. XD
I seriously LOVE Christmas.
I dunno why. Somebody tell me please?
I like Christmas more than New Year.
Dammit, even the songs too. ;]
Let's get wild!!!!



Anyway, I'm still FB-ing & Home Inn-ing.
I planned to watch all the funny movies in PPS.
Then, the horror+ghost movies.
Then, drama!! Long time didnt watch drama.
I just hate to get stuck in drama. ==



I missed Fat fat.
Oh he got two teeth?
How come I missed that?
Miss lots.








xoxo

bintulu.

Random photos from lappie.

It's still a HOT+BORING day.
Nothing can change that.
I wish I wish, I wish Bintulu has more malls.
Better cinema, better restaurants. Duh.
I think every teenagers would had thought of that.



I'm listening to music while blogging.
How I wish there is Starbucks here.
Then I can blog there. I gotta feeling..Haha
I missed out a lot of movies. Especially 2012!!
Heard them say it was super nice? GRRRRR
I swear I'm gonna watch it when I'm back KL!
Well, if it's still showing in cinema. @@






This would be the pic of Bintulu beach.
Ok, part of it, before sunset.
Too bad cant walk on sand.
Firstly, I was prohibited by ma.
Secondly, it's high tide now. ==
I was wondering, why the water ain't blue?
Just like Langkawi, Redang or something?



Is it because of MLNG's oil ships?
Hmm hmmm. Maybe.
Cause our sea water is - Nescafe colour.
Imagine that! But otherwise it's fine.
Bintulu beach = Port Dickson beach.
True true. XD Same "Nescafe beach".





I miss Him so much. ><
Wait me back wait me back!
Wakaka. Sorry always make you angry. :((
Miss youuuuuuu~~



---没人能代替你---



Yah for those creeps.
My door to my heart is closed
because of Him.
XD




xoxo

:( sorry.

It's scaringly hot here.
It's like 40 degree Celsius here!
I'm living in the desert!
Plus the boringness..
Causing me to become, moron.
Okay it wasn't that serious.



I freakingly FB-ing everyday.
Imagine 24/7? Ok, minus sleeping time, let's say, 16/7?
Playing my Home Inn and Sorority Life.
I know I know. Boring.
This place is so small and I dunno where to go.
Gosh am I sulking on my own place? @@



I missed McD! Kenny Rogers! Burger King!
Sushi Tie, ain't as good as Sushi King or Saisaki.
Seriously! Ok. It's not good to complain.
It's good to have sushi shop in small town.
But really larr.. **ROAR



******
So about last night.
I felt so bad. I still am, now.
I think I forever will be.
I feel so sorry. I'm sorry.
I dunno what should I do.
Maybe it's just me.
My mixed+stupid feelings.
It's too stupid till I seriously gonna kill myself.



I can't change the past.
I can only cherish the future.
Our future. Hope everything goes on well.


I'm so sorry!














xoxo

GRRR.

Practically I'm facebook-ing most of my time.
Dumping my blog aside. Wakaka.
I recently played facebook's " Home Inn ".
First timer. * claps claps * Quite ok I think.
At least I don't have to keep watching over it.


Mentally I'm crazy and pissed.
Niamah MSN. Fuck lar. Nabeh.
I hate you I hate you!
I can't sign in. Fuck.
Download cant install. Fuck again.
Even can install, cant use. Fuck gao gao.
GRRR!! Make my mood down only!


Blog again soon.




xoxo

update.

Woooot. Here I am.
Sitting in my cozy room.
Relaxing under the aircond.
I just cant bear the heat.

Me and Him. :)

Since my ah dear is Dota-ing,
I might just update my blog a lil.
Basically since I got home 5 days ago,
I was treated like a princess.
I don't have to do anything.
It's good, but princess life is gonna end REAL soon.
Pap will be heading of KL then to Germany tmr.
I'm gonna miss him, like, seriously.



I think I'm gonna tidy up my room.
Obviously not now, not today. I'm lazy.
Not that it's messy.
Just that, you know, unwanted stuff.
The soft toys, little thingy. GRRR.
I think I chose my University.
Well at least I made up my mind.
What to study where to go.
So yeah, I'm NOT stressed now.



Not STRESSED, but PAIN.
Girls, don't tell me you like it.
Sometimes we just do wanna be boys.
At least once in a month.
During the period time no?
And of course, during labor. HoHoHo~
So guys, be thankful u don feel the pain.



What's Streamyx up too lately?
I'm really VERY curious.
Going to a spa? Play golf? LOL...
Why is the line so lag? GRRRRR.
I'm the only person who is using it at home.
And it's still LAG LAG LAG.
Hello TMNET..please play ur part!
We paid for your service!



Oh ya, my blog..
is it too emo? is it too sad?
I really don't have a clue.
Please tell me.
Email me, text me, msn me.
Whatever. Just let me know.




I miss you. **wink**










xoxo

pain.

Menstruation.
My moods swings badly.
I'm at grief and had a long night.
Couldn't sleep and stayed up till 4++am.
The pain is killing me!..sometimes so unbearable.
Girls, am I only the one who can't stand the pain?
Take it away. Just get it away from me.



I'm sad. I'm not emo.
I just didnt know what to do.
Pressure from ma and pa, relatives.
It's rather good for pa to let me choose.
To study local or overseas.
I choose local. Feel retard of me? Don't be.
Stop pressuring me.
I'm suffocating. I'm frustrated. I'm depressed.



I need someone. I just feel like crying.
I'm sorry I'm emotional.
I missed you say you love me.
I missed you say you miss me.



Please stop quarreling.
Just the feeling, it's here.
I'm sorry for everything.
I was naive and I'm sorry.
And yes, I miss you.



S.O.R.R.Y






xoxo