update.

Very happy today. =))

Went out with my brother + his gf + Him.

Well, things dint get well when we’re waiting for my bro.

Obviously he was late, again. LMAO.

The cold war was about clubbing stuff.

I was angry, but I don’t want us to fight.

Fight over this stupid thingy.

Went to Gasoline for lunch.

Then hang out around Times Square.

Bought some stuff.

It was a miracle I didn’t buy clothes. ==

That was a good kick off.

Had a movie. – ICAC –

Movie rate : Hmmm. Ok ok lar~

Then went for dinner. Then back.

Sleeping at my own place.

Tones of things to do.

So fucking dirty!!

Owh. I missed Him.

Hope he misses me too.

I dunno what I should do now.

I need to study hard.

I need to focus my goal.

I don’t want to leave you.

You say I’m leaving you.

I’ll try not to.

It’s hard to say goodbye.

I don’t want, if I get to choose.

I ♥ u.

I mean what I say.

Please don’t forget me.

xoxo

life?

I'm OVER-PROTECTIVE.
I'm OVER-CONSCIOUS.
I'm OVER-REACTING.

Why people just don't understand!!

xoxo

stressed.

Suffocated.
Shattered.
Confused.
Stressed.
Stucked.
Lifeless.
Moody.
Down.

What should I do?
Where should I go?
What decisions to make?
Can anyone tell me, please?

Friends.
I truly need my friends now.
My true friends.
Few of them enough.
I'm happy to have you guys.

I don't need back-stabbers.
I don't want double-faced.
I don't want double-crossers.
You're my fren,
as long as you be yourself!

Don't offend me is enough.
Please don't do anything to humiliate urself.
You'll lose all ur frens if u don't change.
And till then, I'll laugh out loud.
With my two thumbs up. Serve you right!

Really appreciate it.
Thanks **True friend. :))

As for L-O-V-E,
I've loved.
请原谅我　
好想自私将你占有
你的笑你的快乐　
或许我爱太多想太多

I hope I can take everything.









xoxo

tag.

001. Real Name: Adeline

002. Nickname(s): lil piggy =))

003. Age: 20
004. Horoscope: Cancer
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: ?? ==
007. Middle School: SJK(C) Chung Hua
008. High School: SMK Btu
009. College School: TARC
010. Hair colour: black
011. Long or Short: long
012. Loud or Quiet: both
013. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
014. Phone or Camera: phone
015. Health Freak: do I look like one?
016. Drink or Smoke: yeap
017.Do you have a crush on someone: aw. Hell no.
018. Eat or Drink: both
019. Piercings: 3 currently
020. Tattoos: can I have one? Pretty please?
021. Social or Anti-Social: social
022. Righty or lefty: righty
023. First piercing: when I was age of 15?
024. First relationship: 15
025. First Best Friend: I don’t seem to remember.
026. First Award: Top student in class?
027. First Kiss: don’t remember
028. First Pet: doggie - Lucky
029. First Big Vacation: New Zealand
030. First Love at first sight: mouth sealed =X

031. First Big Birthday: when I was 19
032. First Surgery: early March 2009
033. First sport you joined: badminton
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange
035. Rock or Rap: rock
036. Country or Screamo: Screamo
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney spears
039. Night or Day: both
040. Sun or Moon: moon
041. TV or Internet:: internet
042. Playstation or xbox: both also NOT interested
043. Kiss or hug: prefer both =))
044. Iguana or turtle: speechless. None of the above.
045. Spider or bee: duh?
046. Fall or spring: both
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: prefer basketball. ==
049. Eating: moderate
050. Drinking: not quite.
051. Excitement level: what the heck?
052. I'm about to: sleep.
053. Listening to: jay chou.
054. Plan for today: outing.
055. Waiting for: nothing.
056. Energy Level: normal
057. Thinking of someone: my mui and dear. oops
058. Want kids?: yeap
059. Want to get married?: of course!
060. When?: when I get a stable job.
061. How many kids do you want: 2
062. Any name on the mind: not yet.
063. What did you want to be when you were little: a grown up?
064. Careers in mind: nothing much yet.
065. Mellow future or wild: -
066. Something you would never try: drug
067. When do you want to die: can I choose now?
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: funny
070. Shorter or Taller?: taller
071. Protective or Caring?: both.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: both.
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: arms?
074. Sensitive or Loud?: loud
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: nah..
077. Muscular or normal: normal.
078. Kissed a stranger: no. NEVER.
079. Broken a bone: nope.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: nope.
081. Ran away from home: should I try?
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: == hell no.
083. Killed somebody: is it possible?
084. Broken some one's heart: yes. SORRY.
085. Had your heart broken: hell yeah!
086. Been arrested: never in my life.
087. Cried when someone died: of course.
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: huh?
089. Yourself: sometimes
090. Miracles: sometimes
091. Love at first sight: no?
092. Heaven: not sure
093. Santa Claus: is santa a He or She?
094. Tooth Fairy: don believe.
095. Kiss in the first date: nope.
096. Angels: yeah.
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : yeah. **not gonna tell
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: life TOTALLY sucks!
099. Do you believe in God? : sometimes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

Only one person in mind. == Mui, u're tagged, again. =)) *big grin*

















xoxo

FUCK.

Sorry.


My feeling right now :
hurt & sucks.
Okay. I might be mentally ill.
I do hope so too.
Can get away from the world.
It's so cruel.
It's so fucking cruel!



There was a saying :
Live life once, appreciate.
What the FUCK!



I should keep silent.
I should keep everything to myself.
I should think for others ** I didn't??.
I should fucking let other go happy **cough
I should..I should..I should..I should..I should..



So many fucking I should!
What the hell should I do right now?!


I can't believe I have to go through this!!










xoxo

lamo.

Yeah. My friends are hot!

Muahaha~

Anyway, I'm currently at home.

Playing Red Alert & online-ing.

Chating & surfing the net.

Facebook-ing & listening music.

Saw pictures we took after SPM.

Darn! I look terribly fugly!

Hmm.. I look fugly now too. :((

Too bad!

A poem for mui :

You're the one who's by my side

when no one else is there.

You're the one I can always count on,

You always seem to care.

You help me throughthe tough times,

and when I've lost all hope.

You cry with me at sad times,

and laugh at all my jokes.

You never seem to judge or put me down,

You put a smile on my face,

When ever you see a frown.

That's why your my Best Friend.

TAG

♥ 現在幾點: 16.55

♥ 你的全名:Adeline

♥ 你現在正在听谁的歌：Katy Perry – Thinking of you

♥ 你在哪裡讀書/工作:studying in KL

♥ 你最後吃的一樣東西是什麼: Home cook fried rice :))

♥ 現在天氣: Hot. Wtf..

♥ 你家養過什麼: doggie – Lucky & Brownie

♥ 星座: Cancer

♥ 兄弟姊妹跟他們的年紀: One brother only – 22 years old

♥ 眼珠顏色: dark brown

♥ 耳朵有幾個洞: had 6.. but now only 3 left :((

♥ 有刺青嗎:wanna hv one, but dear don let :((

♥ 喜歡你目前的生活嗎: okok lar~

♥ 出生地: sibu

♥ 目前居住地：Melati Utama, KL

♥ 喝过酒吗: yea..till I drop drunk ==

♥ 覺得自己花心嗎：last time yes, no nope.

♥ 曾經出過車禍嗎: Never had an accident

♥ 暗戀過人嗎：of course

♥ 不敢跟人告白嗎：yeap

♥ 喜歡吃啥麼東西: Lamb chop, steak, NANDO!!

♥ 喜歡喝什麼: honey lemon

♥ 最喜歡的顏色:black, pink & white

♥ 喜歡的數字：1

♥ 喜歡看哪一種的電影: comedy

♥ 最懷念的日子: days i spent with my friends and mui *Adeline A*~

♥ 最怕遇到的人：those who talk craps about you (behind you)

♥ 喜歡的運動：jogging & swimming

♥ 喜歡的冰淇淋種纇: I don eat ice cream ==

♥ 最怕什麼東西: cockroach

♥ 討厭做的事: Reluctantly do something I don like

♥ 討厭別人做什麼：talking craps about me which are totally not fucking true

♥ 擅長的事: manja with my dear :))

♥ 上次上醫院是什麼時候：when my mum’s uncle passed away

♥ 無聊的時候你大多做些什麼:listening to music & online-ing

♥ 全世界最好的事：best friends are beside you :))

♥ 如果有人誤會你:Try my best to explain

♥ 如果有人誤會你，又不聽你的解釋: Gonna fucking strangle & kill them ==

♥ 有想過要怎麼對付你討厭的人嗎：Nope.

♥ 你認為你的另一半幫你付錢是理所當然的嗎：Who pays aint a big deal (:

♥ 現在心裡最想念的人是誰：my mui and dear

♥ 要幾歲結婚：25

♥ 今天心情好嗎：not bad

♥ 有想過要自殺嗎：yup, but now no more :))

♥ 現在幾點了：17.10

** Tagged ma mui :)) and those who wants to do this tag

xoxo

outing.

Things done :
- Changed my DiGi prepaid to postpaid.
- Bought a bag & a shirt & crystal bracelets.
*The rings we bought a few months ago.
- Tidied my room.


Supposed to be a happy outing.
I guess I ruin it by saying something idiotic.
I'm sorry. No next time. :((
I cried and apologized in the LRT. Haha.
Anyway, it was MY FAULT.
He lastly did forgave me. :))
Still, a happy outing. :))


Currently listening to music non-stop.
Watched "Mall-Cop". Hilarious. :D
He downloaded for me. *Touched*. How nice. :))
Downloaded for 3-4 days.
Line sucks and slow like hell.
I wanna watch "Push"!! Seems nice.


One more thing, I'm BROKE.










xoxo

broke.

Current situation : Half broke.

Things I needa do :

1, Change my Digi to postpaid.

2, Buy stuff, clothes, etc.

3, Tidy up my things. Ehem*

Anyone interested to lend a hand? :D

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义

女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景

有时候爱情 不如和你喝咖啡有趣
过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆

下一段恋曲却又怕再伤心

我们总聊聊 互相的安慰 彼此打气

I WANT YOU :D

xoxo

insomnia.

It's 4.14 in the wee morning.
And I'm still awake.
I know I'm not supposed to.
But sadly, here I am.


Met back old classmates.
In facebook la. XP
Haha. That's the use of facebook.
Since no one got tied to frenster. = =
Too bad facebook log too slow.
As slow as a snail, or maybe slower.


They're organizing reunion party.
I so wish I could join.
But I'm stuck here.
So, whatever la.
Unlike those. Promised but din't go.
So lame. LMAO.


Anyway, I'm going up Genting later.
For buffet dinner.
With His classmates. Yes. His classmates.
Weird? I feel the same too.
But what to do.
I can't go to island or what-so-ever.
Cost me too much and recently I'm broke.


Seriously, no jobs?
Haha. My mum still not agree.
Too protective. Dont let me go work.
I never had an experience. = =
People always say me ho-mia, in hokkien.
Okay. Speechless in this la wei.


Hmm.
Gonna force myself to sleep lo.
If not, sure will sleep till VERY late.
Know a pig's daily routine?
Eat-sleep-eat-sleeeeeeep. = =
But I'm not a pig. Hoooray.








xoxo

haha.

Truely, I had nothing to blog.
But I'm still stubborn.
I mean, really stubborn.
Must blog! Haha.


Anyway, I can't stop the emo thing.
Everyone is saying I'm writing emo things.
All I gotta say is, I'm sorry.
Sorry for all the sad articles.


So, it's our semester break now.
And I'm still wandering in the condo.
I'm not going back this time.
And it's confirmed.


My parents are not there.
They will be heading off to Germany.
Neither is my brother.
He will be stuck in KL. Like me. XD
So I'll be home-alone if I go back.
Anywayz, I LOVE my brother. :))


I tried to save money.
Well, to buy things for Him.
As a birthday gift. Though it's still early.
Yeah. I always think about You first.
Guess it's not so right to do that.


I want part-time jobs.
And till now, still no news.
Still waiting, really.
Purpose? The gift, what else?
I sound so stupid. Darn!


Usually when people are sad,
they don't do anything.
They just cry over their condition.
But when they get angry,
they bring about a change.
Should I? Will I? Haha.
I'm not sure, for sure.


What power has love but forgiveness?
In other words
by its intervention
what has been done
can be undone.
What good is it otherwise?


Hmm. I wanna go out shoooooopping.
It's been a long time.
Can anyone imagine that?
Can any girls imagine that?
Lack of clothes, shoes, bags.. Haix.
Hope You can bring me out. :((


Mother's day is coming up.
And so is my mummy's birthday.
So, just gonna buy a gift. For MB,MD.
Mummy's birthday, Mother's Day.


Haha. So much for the shortcuts.
Nobody knows it anyway. = =
The point now here is:
What present to buy? = =
Shit. HELP.


Mui,
gonna be a mother soon yeh?
Hope everything is ok with u. :))
I miss you. * hugsz *

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Waiting for you
what else could i do
but what's the price i have to pay to be yours every day....

xoxo

labour day.

Outing with my family.

Before my daddy set off to Germany

and mummy back to hometown.

Notice there are only two dishes of food?
Well, we ate before lunch.

We took some fruits. XD

Italiannes~
Overall nice and tasty. :))

Owh.
I miss you guys.

Sorry I've not been in a good mood.

xoxo