plane.

I couldn’t sleep.

So here I am, blogging in the plane.

Yup. I am going back my hometown today.

Im leaving on a jet plane, dunno when I’ll be back again.

Ok, it wasn’t a jet. It’s just a plane.

Malaysia Airlines. Boeing 737.

It’d been a year since I last fly with MAS.

Always fly with Airasia. ==

MAS’s food improved, I think. At least a bit better. No?

Curry chicken lah, fish fillet lah.

Least choice, rather than have to take out $ to buy food.

Yes Airasia, I’m talking about u. @@

And hey, I got 3 Ferrero Rocher. Okay, that was childish.

Just ONE thing.

It’s bout the TUDUNG GIRL who sit behind me.

She keep “ Tak Nampak. Ahaha. Tak Nampak.”

Sure you “Tak Nampak”-lah! It’s drizzling and the thick clouds.

And she keeps kicking my seat. WTF!!

First time sit airplane?? Gaaaaaaaaaah!!

I didn’t react like that also when I first fly in a plane!

And she’s like never seen a forest before.

When we’re about to land, there’s a big forest beneath.

She was like “Whoa! Pokok! Hijaunya. Haha.”

Then when the clouds covered "Ehh, tak nampak" WTH.

What so fucking funny about that?

Keep talking and talking so loudly!!

From the boarding time till now man!

Almost 2 hours? Fuck!

Give your mouth a peaceful rest please!!

Couln't even rest abit!!

Damit!

xoxo

enjoy-ing.

Poker King
Yeah we watched this.
Hilarious and recommended to watch.
Thumbs up! Haha.



It's Christmas in my heart, when I'm with you.
Yeah yeah. I LOVE Christmas.
I know still two months more to go.
I just cant help myself for being so EXCITED.

xoxo

anything.

Ever walked in the rain in purpose?
Suppose not? Suppose yes?
I dunno. Don't tell me.
To me, sometimes I did that.
It had been a while though.
ALWAYS stopped by the BF.
Avoid getting sick, he said. :)



Rain splattering on ur body.
That feeling..I can't explain.
It's cold..it's lovely..you'll feel relax..
Make sure u have good immune system.
If not, you'll fall sick the next day for sure.
" One cant see you're crying under the rain. "
So effin true. Tears or rain drops? Rain drops or tears?
You'll know it after you experienced it.
You can even shout in the rain.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. :DD



Some friends once asked.
" Why must stay under the rain?
Do it in the shower also can maahh. "
Good question. I'm speechless.
I just PREFER rain. That's it. The end.
Should I explain why why why??? Bahhh!
Ridiculous! You're not my who also.
Different story if YOU are my BF. Hmpfg!
Ok I'm not nice. XDD



Let's talk about HIM a little bit.
Seems like we have some same taste.
Clothes colours, for example.
I LOVE white and black colour.
Maybe cuz it's easier to match with heels and bottoms.
But I will wear other colours too larr.
I only fancy white and black. But not for BF.
You'll notice if you know him.
He ALWAYS wears either white or black. Haha.



We're having steamboat for dinner today.
I call it -- Home-cook steamboat. Ok, weird name.
No pictures. I'm forgetful. ><






xoxo

rain.

Basically it had been raining almost EVERYDAY!
Dammit. I love rain once but now I don't.
Maybe I just love windy days?? Maybe.
But it will be fun in Genting if it's windy.
Why not? It's cool it's cold and I'm loving it!


Anyway,
I took BP blood test yesterday.
Just to make sure...
I'm okay. If not, an early diagnose.
The report should be out in two days.
But we should be getting it on Monday.


Back to the blood test..
to the drawing of the blood part.
Yikesss. I hate needle!!!
I mean who does? Nobody does.
I hate needle since primary school.
I heard dental needle is HUGE. Is it?
I never been to the dentist. Except for scaling.


Went to play pool AGAIN :

nice lighting yah?

Check out the menu!

Got bubble pearl tea!!!! XDD
Ada beer and kampai jugakkk~ :DD

xoxo

sorry.

She's cute ey?

So
I made the wrong decision.
I just wanna say : " I'm SORRY. "
I was so stupid and so NOT mature.










xoxo

advise me.

Notice anything?
...
...
...
He craved my last name for me! haha
Ok. That was lame. ==
Are the beadings owhkay?



Should I leave my hair uncut?
Or cut it short?

xoxo

Sms-ES!!

That's me awaiting His flight :))

Cooked our own dinner.
Actually wanted to cook Patin chicken soup.
But oh well, not enough time.
Maybe make it tomorrow.
So only had some simple dishes.
Absolutely nothing special.

Introducing :


Clockwise from left :
Kangkung + salted bean paste
Salad cabbage + oyster sauce
Siew pak choy soup
Nuggets, fried chinese sausage + egg



Is he enjoying or sulking?
I dunno. I think he's hungry. :DD
Cuz he ate a bowl full of rice.
Did i mention He's the chef of the day?
Yes He is. Super proud. Kakaka.



So today, freakingly I received sms-ES from Ex.
Sms-ES?? Imagine how much/long is that!
Whom, ehem, I had much forgotten. Ooops.
So the Ex blaa blaa blaa BLAAAH as usual.
Say this say that, say east say west,
which he had mentioned it like, a year ago?
So fucking many times?
Ladies, don't ever fall for the lies.
Ex-es are always so CUNNING!


Easy to predict. Easy to guess.
They always like :
- How to move on my life w/out you?
- I can't live without you.
- I'm sorry I hurt you.
- Can we start over together?
- I promise I won't hurt you ever again.


Baahh. BULLSHITS.
Sorry? Sorry my ass lah!
Save ur money and time and pity talks.
Experience taught me a valuable lesson.
And I'm NOT that stupid to rewrite history.
They always move on. Don't worry.
Again, mentioning this thing affect my mood.
So..continue if I have the mood. XD




And oh~
6thOctober2009
Happy 18th months!!
Of the ups and downs.
Of the joy and sorrow.
Thanks for everthing.











xoxo

me.

I am way too boring.
So today I'm going to talk about : Myself.
For those who know me, seen me, comment?


It's all about ME~
In case you forgot how I look like,
here's a picture :
Haha. crazy..and WEIRD!!




Short
I'm only hell 164cm. For me, short!
But, they say it's the perfect height.
Nonsense. I was thinking like, 1.7m?
Yeah, the freaking perfect height.
And oh, objections are coming.
How to find BF as tall as you lah?
I never thought of that. Dammit!
Maybe being short has benefits too?
But how to take things from top shelves if I'm short? Hmmm.


Fat
As you can see in the picture, I'm FAT.
Yeah I'm fat! So? Fat can't be pretty?
I didnt say I'm pretty, but can be right?
Dreaming my ass off to wonderland now. ==
Ok I am NOT pretty. But, I can diet.
Which I always fail to do. Haha. But still trying.
I'm NOT motivated. Give me some freaking motivation!
I wan to be a slim bamboo stick!
And never ever ask how much i weigh.
It's a sensitive topic.


Dark
Of course I'm a chinese.
A very PURE chinese.
Ancestors all chinese. Bahaha.
Proud? I dunno. You tell me.
I'm the one who get dark easily if stay under the sun.
And wont get fair back easily. Shoooooot!
I hate that. Now I'm fairer abit.
Well, compare to the time I joined the BB activity.
So..any recommendations for fairer skin?


Friendly
I am friendly. I am, I am.
You will notice it once you get to know me.
Of course, I'll be quite at first.
Don't judge the book by it's cover.
You'll never know.
But I heard they say I'm fierce when I don't smile.
Guess everyone has the same impression?
I mean towards the 'not smiling' people.
If you don't smile, I think you're fierce too. Beat it!


Poor
Bahaha. I'm always broke.
But anyway, I do manage my financial properly.
I spend it on FOOD. Not CLOTHES.
Unbelievable yah? So I seriously need to shop!
It has been ages. Shopping anyone?
Money money, please come to momma. :C
I will treat u good good.


Secretive
I like to hide my feelings.
Maybe cuz I never try to express out.
But nvm, I'm trying now. Ask my BF.
Haha. But still, I hide my sadness.
Sometimes something just bother me ALOT!
I like to listen to sad songs.
Ok. Out of topic. Train me to speak up!
Volunteers? Anyone?


Crybaby
I cry alot.
Once I feel sad, I cry.
Once I feel something wrong, I cry.
I cant control it.
Even BF sometimes is frustrated of me crying.
Oooops.. sorry lor. What can I do.
Everything seems so big for the tiny me.
Sometimes you're just the heartbreaker dear.


Loyal..for now..
**Proud. I'm LOYAL! Hooray!
At least I don't stick to other guys when I have my BF.
Makes no sense. Why stick to other guys when have own BF?
Sort that out for me anyone?
I just don't get it.
BF is the one u chose and stick to.
Don't act chio! Pity my ass!
Then I'll be pittier than u bah!


Picky
I'm quite picky in..FOOD!
Well..sometimes in clothes and footwears.
Sometimes I just don't like.
And when I don't like, means I DON'T WANT la!
Which part you don't understand?
Don't? Means 'bu yao' in chinese.
Needa translate Malay too?


Bad temper
This is the thing my BF should know.
Cuz I ALWAYS get angry with him.
Small matters especially.
Indeed, guys thinks it's small matter, we think it BIG.
Maybe for him I'm the irritating GF. sorry
Bah. Peeps, I'm controlling it madly.
And I'm still on my way. Am I getting better?





So who wanna help me continue?
xoxo

lame.

So basically, yesterday,
I heard and possibly saw some news of my ex, Mr Z.
Well, how do you want me to react?
Sad? Angry? Jealous? Or what?
Secretly tell u, don't doubt, i gave no reaction.


Not that I'm cold-blooded or what.
Just, from the day I walked out from him,
I knew I would face this situation.
I mean, who wont face it?
They break up, they move on.
That's fate. Thats the ugly truth.
End of story.


People just change.
I change, you change, they change.
To better or worst. You decide.
Most important of all : I just don love u no more.
Not a bit. Not 0.00001%. No more.
And I'm proud of myself. :D
Still, congratulations. Sincerely.
From the bottom of my heart. ;]


For those fuckers and bitches.
Nabeh! Never learn ur lessons do you!
Don't stick around like a super-glue if ppl don wan you!
You are never welcome and never will be! Muthafucker!!
KNBCCB! I seriously fucking hate this kinda fcukers lor!
Kanineh.. I got feelings too! @#$%^&
Just don't let my jealousy and anger overwhelm me.
Or you'll be DEAD. Try me!




Just lose my smile when I thought of that. Wtf.
Always, ALWAYS affecting my mood.
Bloody hell!
And yet, I had to smile and say:
Everything is OK. Every single time! Wtf.
So hard to reveal the truth ey??





Dear coming back in two days time.. Yay!!
At least this make me smile once again. :))
I cant see you but I miss youuu~ XD
My purse is empty but my heart is filled.** Nice one


You make me smile~









xoxo

lantern day.

Was even wondering how my 21st bday will be.
Seriously, it has a long time to goooooooo~
But seeing ppl's bday party tickles my heart.
I want one too!! I'm jealous!!!
They got roses! Expensive clutches! Phones! Designer's heels!
Arrrgh. Please. Blind me. Make me deaf.



Now tell me, am I crazy?
I was about to be out of my mind.
I dunno what I'm upset about now,
but I'm fucking upset lorrr!
Damn cool~ Upset for no reason at all.



I want to Genting!! Sandy beaches!
Gonna save money for the trip.
Wakaka. Hope there will be companion.
If not, every plan cancelled. =^= I no want..
And mui, take care there.
I miss you miss you miss you terribly. :))
Update me with Daniel's new photos yah.



Anyway everyone,
Happy Mooncake Festival!!
Though no one celebrate the event in KL. ==
I mean I don't see anyone carrying lanterns!






Dear coming back in 3 days.
Yay!!!





xoxo

heart.

Tired of being taken for granted, not being appreciated.

xoxo